This is our last Christmas for the next few years as a family. James' mission papers go in soon and upon his return, Jordan would more than likely be off. Bittersweet. It occurred to me that the tree behind us is our first Christmas tree as a couple/family. 1995 was when we bought it. We married in January. James came along in November. Tree purchased December. I don't suppose I can really replace it now until Jackson is gone.